Hello friends, thank you for your patience. So much has happened since I left Mexico. First off was my flight back home. I'll make it quick, the flight was fine. I was excited to get back to the US, but at the same time tremendously sad to be leaving such a beautiful place filled with such warm people behind. I am very fortunate, first to be able to have this experience, but secondly because when I finally got off the plane in Columbus, my mother, father, sister, aunt, uncle, and 10 cousins were waiting to greet me. I don't know why, but I started crying. It was just the welcome that I needed. That brings me to a big point, thank you everyone who stayed in touch with me while I was gone. I was only gone 2 months, but it still meant a lot to me.
The next two weeks were extremely packed. I was home a total of two days. The first day being August 3rd when I flew in. I spent the night at home that night and then repacked because my family was camping. So, I went with them for a few days and then went to Columbus for a couple days to visit my friends. I was amazed at how much I felt at home being back at OSU. Up until that point, I felt like I was visiting another country, a country that was so familiar, but one in which I no longer fit. I was a little depressed that week (my first week back). The next week was worse though. Hanging out with my friends, unpacking and repacking, going camping, etc. all kept me busy which was great; however, my second week back started off kind of sour. We moved my sister into college for her freshmen year at Liberty University in Virginia. I had been feeling a little depressed, but mostly just isolated in that I would tell people about my trip or show them a picture or two, but I couldn't convey my actual experience. All I could share with them were facts, dates, places visited, etc. My program director explained it best when he said that when we see a picture from Guanajuato, we remember experiences, friends, smells, sounds, the weather, and a lot more; when someone else sees the same picture, they only see some colorful buildings or strangers in the picture. Anyways though, I already felt isolated and then we dropped my sister off. It was just weird. Obviously she was thrilled to be at college finally but a little sad to see her family leave. My parents and I are so happy for her and wish her the best, but I will not get to see her as often. I was having a lot of fun spending time with my sister before she left, telling her about my experiences, new friends, and hearing about her summer and her hopes and fears of college. And then she had to move to college my second week.
Again, I'm a very lucky person because I have an awesome group of friends who didn't fail to make me happy upon my visit to Columbus my second weekend. I think I will continue to feel isolated at times until I get back to my normal life when classes start on September 23rd or 24th. Also, some of the people on my program go to Ohio State, so I will be able to hang out with them and reminisce about our amazing and very eventful summer in the city of Guanajuato.
So how have I changed?
Well, all of my friends are saying that I am more laid back now. This is true, a lot of things that used to seem important to me (including be on time to a lot of things), no longer are. I will need to correct the punctuality thing though!
I no longer need to have plans with friends, but can rather just hang out. In Mexico, I spent three hours in a cafe, bored out of my mind with one of my Mexican friends. . . It was one of the most memorable three hours of my entire summer. Yes, we were bored, but we just enjoyed not doing anything and hanging out.
I now see exchange students in another light. I run into international students at OSU all the time and I've always respected them for overcoming a language barrier, but I had never thought about their adjustment to our culture, our food, etc. and their struggle to make friends. I guess I can better identify with what they are feeling by the 3rd week of being here in the US, a foreign country for them.
I think the last major change that I've noticed is my tolerance for closed-minded people. Being a student at The Ohio State University I've experienced the housing department's over emphasis on "Diversity" and I know that I should come back a more accepting person, but I haven't in one aspect. Before I left the US closed-minded people bothered me, but I would still hang out with them and it wouldn't be a big deal. Now, I can't stand to be around someone that chooses to be ignorant about every culture accept for their own. Growing up in a small town, I've seen ignorance at it's peak. I can handle this, because it is not their choice, but rather a lack of education or/and opportunity. I will admit, I am not a world traveler, I haven't had lots of opportunities to go abroad, but when I have had an opportunity, I went for (with my parents encouragement). I guess it just depends on how you are raised, but I know people from my hometown who have had the opportunity to travel, all expenses paid, but chose not to because they didn't want to leave the US.
I can't say how thankful I am that I have been able to have this experience. It was truly life-changing! I hope the people of Guanajuato, Mexico never lose their sense of community and ability to show love.
Lastly, I am going back to Guanajuato this December for 10 days. I couldn't resist! I will be buying my plane tickets at the end of September. If anyone wants to go down with me just shoot me an e-mail: stylerknauff@yahoo.com.
Estamos en contacto amigos!




